Surrender Dorothy!!

I have had it right up to my gray eyes with the world in general. I'm tired of being nice and getting extremely "un-nice" in return. I'm tired of going the extra mile only to get run down in the last stretch by someone that cheated to get there. I'm tired of treating people as equals that truly are sub-human. I'm done. No more nice, sweet Martha. The hell with it all. Hear me?

I've lived through the void. I've attempted to fill it with interesting people and good things. What I have gotten in return is worse than nothing. I've been lied to. I've been cheated on. I've been lied about. I've been ignored. I've been taken advantage of. I have been a fool. As of yesterday the world is on notice. No more. That broom you saw outside was mine and I'm fueling it up and getting ready to ride. Dumb blonde wild ass party girl??? Think again. Look again. That's not a smile on my face. It's not pity either. It's contempt and loathing. Compassion? Not in my vocabulary. Generosity? Try again. See my hand outstretched? It's not offering you anything. It's going to take everything you hold dear and while I'm at it I might deliver a hefty bitch-slap just for the fun of it. Need my help? Good. Get used to it. Need a friend? A shoulder to cry on??Awww,,,FUCK OFF.

A girl can only take so much. I've reached my limit.

Alicia,,,I love you.